Okay, read back through the blog a little and realized that I never get around to updating anything. Yes, I passed that test I was worried about. Yes, I passed all courses and got everything in--though not without inexplicable trouble with the computer program that took hours and HOURS to work out. Nope, no one is going to graduation and yes, I'm going to pay one of my students to go with me.
Yes, I know my friends aren't proper "friends" any more, but they're the closest I have to life long friends. Plus, I'm not sure how to go about making new ones IRL. The teacher I work with, who's students I've borrowed this semester, and I have become good friends, but I'm sure that will not last after the semester is over. This is just because she has five kids and three grand kids (and is only one year older than me!). She's got her life. And so does everyone else my age. And I'm always very busy. Maybe some day I'll figure this out!
Anyway, I've confronted my friends about how un-friendly they're being at the moment--and the list of graduation gifts is growing! Ha! I'm going to take them all, too! But it sucks that much more because I'll end up moving too far away to see them before school starts.
The day after graduation is Mother's Day and I'm taking my boy to Magic Springs, a local fun park. He deserves it and I'm looking forward to spending the fun time together with him. He has missed me soooo much. I've been working when not studying and studying when not working for so long. He's very excited that I have some time after school now. He loves me!!
I said I try not to have heavy blogs, but life is heavy sometimes. My mom just got out of hospital again today--the third hospitalization since Easter. I really wish I knew what to do next. I don't want to move to TX, and TX doesn't have reciprocal licensing practice with AR. I couldn't get licensed there before the next school year, so moving there might mean another year of hard living in a place I don't even want to be. But I'd like to be able to see my mom. I just don't know.
I'm sure there's more stuff, but I gotta get to bed now. Good night!
2 comments:
Well done for getting through it all! I know it's not been easy, but I think things are really going to get better, now that you can start working.
Hope you and your boy have a brilliant trip together. You deserve it.
Well done, again!
Thank you, dear friend! You're right, it's been tough. But school is finally over!
Post a Comment